I began my PhD program a little under four years ago terrified of and intimidated by the other PhD students in the lab and my program more broadly. It felt like I was questioning every moment why I deserved to be there with these people that were clearly smarter than I was. The pull to … Continue reading How I approach a culture of competition in academia
Tag: overwhelm
My regular habits and why they’re essential
At the risk of sounding prescriptive, I decided to make my first post of the year about the habits I've come to recognize as central to maintaining my well-being. I have loved reading this type of post from others, but I recognize that every habit someone else engages with may not work for every person. … Continue reading My regular habits and why they’re essential
august: what’s bringing me calm
(1) Being more aware of the "work addiction" mindset I easily slip into, especially with a new school year coming. My ADHD puts me at risk of addiction. My addictions haven't really manifested themselves as what I considered to be the well-known ones: drugs and alcohol. Instead, an addiction I trend towards--one that is pretty … Continue reading august: what’s bringing me calm
How I decided full-time travel wasn’t for me
I got back from a road trip with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago, and perhaps that's made me want to write about travel. I love travel, but I also realized it wasn't something I wanted to do all of the time. This is a bit about how I got to that conclusion. At … Continue reading How I decided full-time travel wasn’t for me
Part 3 of 3: Sources of Overwhelm—My Executive Functioning Disability
I started swimming lessons with the classic "water babies" classes taught at the local middle school. With the exception of long bouts of travel and pandemic restrictions, I don't think I've spent much time away from the pool since then. I'm the farthest thing from athletic, and swimming was no exception. I have the opposite … Continue reading Part 3 of 3: Sources of Overwhelm—My Executive Functioning Disability
Part 1 of 3: Sources of Overwhelm–School
"The good life is one guided by love and inspired by knowledge."Bertrand Russell, What I Believe I’ve loved school since I can remember. I love the order and predictability of a classroom. I love the joy of learning new things. I love the intellectual community. I suppose I want to get that out there before … Continue reading Part 1 of 3: Sources of Overwhelm–School





